How life run through me…

i’m back in the english version blogness….tonight or should i say today….my sick getting worst…this cough had been following me since ages…..juz these few days it became abit serious…haf to thx to my sis…she started coughing 1st…and had been staying in my room playing her lappie…so brought back my cough…..suppose i nid to be in bed by now…really not well..but my eye juz wont close….no matter how..it juz wont…this evening..i tried to sleep….but wad i get in the end is a blur rest….which will make a person very mad….cuz u dun haf the enuf rest and u woke up in the wrong place or sort of…i dun know…how i wish there is someone now beside me…comforting me….how if that person could be u…but its juz a dream…a dream that it wont come true tho…last time i had been cough till i can taste the blood inside my throat but now i dont…but it seems like another side effect had came…once i brief…my chest hurts…not abit but kinda hurt…my cough had been making me worst every new year….once reach new year…my cough will come and torture me till the end….well i dun know wad else should i type here….i dun think i can sleep tat early tho…i dun even know i can sleep tonight…hopefully whn i’m really exhausted and dead…i can lie down…lying thr…peacefully…no more cough…that’s all for tonight ba….

SONIA YANG!!! YOU WONT HAVE UR WISH COME TRUE!!!!AS LONG I USE MY OWN COMP…I’LL TYPE IN CHINESE…:P!!!

好了…说回来….今天还是这样…过了…无精打采的…明天答应了我的老妈子帮她炸keropok….过年吃的…不用说…我一定会偷吃现…但是…我的喉咙…现在…好痛….几乎没有聲音了….每次都会..haiz…今天…过的有点难过…应为..头脑一直在想个人…思念着一个人…我觉得…我真的是自作多情…我真的好想你….如果…我的生日的来临…我最想得到的东西…就是你的心…那么…我死而无憾….

hello…i’m back to my blog agian…with english version….hehehe…as usual…stoled my sis’s laptop and lie on bed to play…my own laptop is connected to a screen….which make me lazy to disconnect thm and pull it all the way to my bed…hehehe…dun really get use to the keyboard…hehehe…today…hmmm…just a normal with a weird ending….y??lolz…no one know y…juz richard know…he’s the only who is in my car…wakakaka…..he felt kinda shock…i believe…he ask me y this y that….well..i aint that or tis…but juz those and these…hehehe….kinda blur rite??? hmmmm…last previous y i didnt upload for the last few days for my blog??hmm..juz can say…chance flew kinda far…hard to get back….make me kinda heartless….even after reading some sms…straight away feel heartless….nvm la…..beyond to nature…that’s my quote….everything follow wad it should be.. fate is set for everyone…..we cant obey thm….well kinda tired tho….all i can say juz…everything for me…begin with a smile…it will just end with tears….there is no changes in that…

我发现…我做了个错误…那英文的…应该是第五天….好健忘哦我…haiz….今天…真的有够早醒来…大约七点…昨晚半夜才睡得….现在已经变僵尸…哈哈哈….不例外…还是音讯全无…头好晕哦…不知道要写什么…不写了….过多几个小时….美里会多出一个很特别的人…可能对你们而言是个普通人…但是…她对我来说…一点也不普通…. :)!!!! 再会啦….

Today is kinda special…i just got out from bath….while washing…suddenly 1 thing remind me….fs fs fs…MY BLOG!!!today is actually the fifth day…but every night before i sleep..i’ll update the previous day…so i name it the fourth day…ehehhe….hmmm…now is 2.21 in da morning…and i juz got out from cooling bath…and tomolo morning around 7 i nid to get my ars up to send my sis to meet her fren to haf breakfast….oh ya…saying bout my sis….i’m using her laptop…know y?lolz..cuz before i went to bath…i shut down my own laptop dy…so i used her laptop…hmmm….ok…today..as usual…heheh..nothing happen…and WON’T happen oso…i belief…hehehe..but juz tat…every sneeze of u…is a signal of my miss for u…. XD hehehehe…hmmm…should i say today..cuz its sunday already…after few more hours…FEW more hours…. :)!!! well…i’ll watch a movie 1st..thn sleep…hehehe….

今天是第四天了…过不久…美里会很欢迎你的到来…:)但是…离那天还很久…haiz…今天也不例外….没有特别的东西…只是..没事…haiz…不写了…累…真的累…多下冲个冷冷的冷水澡…麻木的入睡….拜拜…思念…思念…

开心中的伤心…没得怨….是我自找的的…..是我自己太想念对方了….没得说…我想你不代表你必须要想回我….在那里应该很好玩吧…好羡慕… XD 不写了..想睡了….思念是一种让人丧失病狂的一种病…思念着….

现在是凌晨1.19am…今天特别晚是应为我的朋友来问我一些东西…虽让帮不到哪里。。。但是。。。已经尽力了。。。:)。。。今天是第二天。。。应该开始习惯该这么跟一群朋友的生活了吧。。。乱一乱。。。就过了一天。。。:)。。。好了。。盼望你回来的那天。。。:)

今天的心情…会比起昨天的来得好些….我昨天的心情差到连我自己都在想….为人的意义在哪….多想有位可以跳出来…安慰安慰我..可是…无论这样…她都没在乎过…应该是…我没心情…干她屁事…想到这…眼泪就往心里流…不停的流….haiz….别说这些了…要让自己高兴点….今天你应该很高兴吧….第一天…跟一群朋友….哈哈哈…别让自己累坏了哦….今天快要过了…却没有收到一封你的信…应该忙着玩吧….呵呵呵….今天就到这….明天会在写…写到你回的那天…

今天…1/14…凌晨3.41am..还是睡不下…心里总是闷闷不乐的…不知道这么了…过不久….就要早上了…却还在这里写那些傻东西…为什么傻呢…应为..在我心里却在想着写别样东西…却不敢…我是不是孬种…思念是在我的生活里的一部分了…可是这思念是不会回应的…只能说…我会等…可是..却不想历史重演…这么办呢???别说了…haiz…好好的去旅行吧…别那么糊涂哦…><!