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hmmmm…

Friday, August 3rd, 2007

today..u suddenly find me to talk…i’m shock tat u will come and find me to talk to..cuz..its been a long time since the last time u find me to talk…and yet..till the end…the result is nt wad i think it should be…before that….a person come and told me to be patient…time time time..its all about time..yea..i also think so at the beginning…haiz..wad happen later?that person told u to come and share things out..fine..its ok..since its already like ages i didn’t help u out..so..tonight i did talk with u…let u speak out..and everything…..all i can done de…i did it…I DID ALL THE THING I CAN!!! really….i did tot tat i do haf some hope..bt..till the end…u chged to a topic..which i been escaping all the time…..that topic is like…use a knife..slicing my heart…rite at the point..man..i juz can say..it really really hurts…really..haiz…wad can i do…i’m who..ahbong wad…i belief….thr is SELDOM ppl see me is not in da mood…no matter how my fren say me..tease me…used me as for jokes…gave me weird names…fine..its ok with it…i can accept it…cuz of wad?i oso dun knoe..instead of angry…i can use thm to entertain many ppl with it..dun u think so??y dun other oso think so…accept the thing is done..juz let it be…ok lets give it an example..ur fren take u as a joke…ok..u got 2 choice…1 is accept it cuz it can entertain other ppl and u take it funny too…2 is get up and say wad da fuck chao ci bai play with me…thn fight up..making everyone moodless…i will definetely choose the 1st 1…y?i cant say out…maybe its juz me…haiz…bt now..i dun i should still continue on..after talking with u…man…can say u knoe me quite well..i’ll hide all my matter..no one would see it…bt…now..my eye is filling with water…tears are coming out…haiz..maybe wad i had done is not enuf?i dun knoe..i really dun knoe..my brain is blank now..like a piece of paper..maybe tis is the only place that i could express my feel out…haiz…if u do read tis…haiz..i got nth to say oso..bt i juz wanna express out some feel here…dun feel get bothered k? well..i feel much better le i think…haiz…tat’s all la…

ahbong…

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