I’m really sorry!!!!!!!
Sunday, October 30th, 2005What can i do anymore????Let you to hate me?????Is this the best way to settle a matter?????I really don’t want this to happen….But i just can’t figure out what other ways to make myself stop thinking it…AHHhHhhHhhHhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Haiz….How i wish that everything can start from the beginning….I really doesn’t want this to happen…I know that you start to hate me….But i really wish to let you that….I JUST DON’T WANT YOU TO BE MORE AND MORE "FAN"……So please forgive me to what had i done…I think so long already….Let you forget me maybe would be the best way….I really can’t do anything anymore….I just can’t stand it……hAiZ…..At here i also want to tell all the people that…Please and please….Don’t do silly things to settle a matter….Silly things such as:the thing above…comite suicide….and most important don’t lie…cause lie can make everything more bad and bad…I really wish that all the people would treasure your chance when you still have it…Cause…Once you lost it..It wouldn’t come back anymore…There is ONE and THE ONLY ONE!!!!!Please….Do take it as a TREASURE!!!!!!!!!!!!Chances will come and it do go when the times has come….TIME DON’T WAIT…..TIME DON’T STOP….TIME HAS NO FEELING….TIME DON’T THINK….TIME NOT LIKE HUMANS….HUMANS DOES WAIT….HUMAN DOES STOP….HUMANS DOES HAVE FEELING….HUMANS DOES THINK….Maybe that’s all i can say and do…OK????
I just want you to know….i cared for you once….i was there for you once…but i don’t know if there is still a another chance for me to do….just let the fate to do all the things….